Hunny I can't help you, but there is one person who can...Dave Ramsey. I am currently half way through his program financial peace university and I can tell you it is helping!! First and foremost, GO TO CHURCH. God can solve ALL your problems. The Bible says His grace is sufficient for ALL our needs...not just some of them. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding, and he will direct your paths". Second, ask the church to sponsor your Dave Ramsey package - it's $100. Third, learn to sew! Shop at thrift stores! You do NOT need to eat meat to survive. I promise. My household is vegan. We eat no meat/cheese/dairy, anything...you CAN survive of rice and beans. Eat a variety of beans...black, pinto, lima (white and green)...it can be quite fun to try all the different kinds. Eat rice and beans every other day. Make a whole  bag, maybe two. The leftovers you put over a bag of lettuce the next night and make a meatless taco salad (this is best with black or pinto beans). Next night, try a different kid of beans. Mash leftover beans and combine with flour (and some onion/spices, whatever) and make bean cakes. Fry lightly in some oil...now you have bean cakes! It's high protein, high fiber, high nutrition - natures perfect food.

You have a cosmetology license? Put a sign in your yard!! Pass out notes in the grocery store! Open up your own shop in your own house sweety! $10/cut! People will flock!

Look this up in the phone book : (your county name) Emergency Association. So if you live in Shelby county, you look up Shelby Emergency Association. They will help you get on your feet again. Also, go to (your county name) Baptist Association. They also supply food and other assistance (like clothes, rent/mortgage assistance, power bill assistance, and appliances if yours breaks).

I hope this helps. I will pray for you and your family.

 Seriously, God will make a way. You must come to Him, and you will see light and life. Please go to God. Just as you are...go to God.